a happy ever after in this almost fairy tale story....

I’ve been in this particular situation a thousand times before. The feeling was quite different like it was used to be. I’ve been trying so hard to understand why but it seemed so hard to do so. I’m standing here where everything started where everything he is become a part of me. I’m here not to reminisce but to see if going back to the place where everything changed and became a part of my system would make me realize certain things.

2 weeks have passed since I was officially single and had my share of sadness but, moreover, I had been blessed of great happiness. I maybe alone now but I would not be forever.
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone, your life waiting for a call to prove that you’re not alone? Sad isn’t it, the agony of waiting, the fear of rejection the pain caused by frustration. But once that phone rings everything seems to fade away.

I love to think how Alice can escape reality by going to Wonderland. How Snow White can be so stubborn yet still have seven dwarves to be there for her and support her. How Sleeping Beauty chose to sleep rather than to feel the pain of being alone.

Sometimes I just wished that I have Little Red Riding Hood’s courage to face what lies ahead with all her heart and letting herself be in control. I wished I had Ariel’s faith, faith that even though how painful things could be love would melt them away. I wished I had Mr. Carl Fredricksen’s patience to wait for the right time and right moment to fly and to follow what his heart says.


But unfortunately I’m just me, nobody cares but me……..


And as I stand still to feel how different it is now than before I smiled and turned away…

Yes I realized one thing. Junie made me a better person by breaking my heart and by leaving me empty handed and for that I thank you! While leaving that place I see certain faces. Faces that had lifted me when I was down, faces who are still struggling to win back the love that they had lost, faces that made inspired me and most of all a face a certain face that all along I was inlove with